problems problems every where

i hate it when i don't know what's going on.

but there's no one who wants to, or can be bothered to tell me

leaving me further and further behind

sometimes ignorance is bliss

other times it's not

how do i tell the difference?

people all have their problems. cant just focus on mine. they want a listening ear. so that's what i become then. try to encourage them, since they're in a bit of a hole themselves. that's the case with nigel and celeste. 2 different peole, 2 different problems.

cel's still in the dumps about going to njc. seems that she misses hc alot and wants to go back. stuck there is what she uses to describe it. tried telling her that she said sorta the same thing when she first started out in hc, and that things do get better. i mean, i went thru a sorta crap year when i first came to aust, but now things are so much better. so if i could get to this point, so can she. she just has to try and believe that it'll all get better. won't happen instantly, but it will. so dun give up!

and now nigel. did one of the sweetest things today. now he's disappointed that it wasn't worth the effort. what can i say? i mean, i want to try and comfort him, but reality's a different thing. i can't speak for the other person involved. cheering won't do any good cos he knows it's not working for now...

people and problems. would i have the same prob as cel next yr when i go to uni? or have i already experienced it 2 years ago? will someone ever do such a sweet thing for me? and will i appreciate it?